This is the weirdest season, when the landscape goes experimental. Golds and corals are unmasked when the green drips off. Scarlets and maroons emanate antioxidants. Tannin creates the copper. After their stems become strangled, leaves drop in the wind to replenish the soil. It’s an annual revision, triggered by shorter nights. The extremities are sacrificed for the sake of survival, so that the tree may unfurl again.
Autumn smells like a woodstove and feels like paper, accompanied by the rattle of a hospice confession. It is the undoing that allows the ceaseless cycle of doing. A transformation measured in days, when photographers and artists take notice but cannot really replicate the plummeting of matter. Pigments advance and retreat. Trees are febrile, impassioned. The scene reminds us that change is consistent.
The leaves, they drift from sky to rock, and the tree seems oblivious to its own deterioration. If only humans aged so elegantly, with such dazzling decay. What if, with each advancing year, we added only glimmer? What if our wrinkles blushed, and our shriveled skin burst like a flare?
I jump into the pile of leaves, as a child, as an adult, as an old woman celebrating the end that repeats itself, season after season. Chlorophyll drains from my face, leaving me shining in apricot light. I need to hold on to this season for as long as possible, grasping at the beauty that is beautiful only because of its transiency. I wait for the maples and oaks and sumac to go bare. A blizzard blows, and the branches strike me, drawing blood. Everything gravitates downward. Soon the snow will arrive, unloading even more lamentable grace.





Beautiful Elaine! Your writing is stunning as always – so evocative and full of autumn’s rich beauty.
By: dianeperazzo on October 16, 2011
at 5:55 pm
Thanks, Diane. It’s crazy we’re in the same field and have never met in person!
By: Memorizing Nature on October 17, 2011
at 5:42 pm
Elaine, I always marvel at your colourful descriptions, and yes if only humans could age so elegantly, a lovely ideal to strive for!
By: Kathryn Hughes on October 16, 2011
at 8:27 pm
Thank you Kathryn. We’re fortunate to be surrounded by such unique scenery. And you nailed my thesis!
By: Memorizing Nature on October 17, 2011
at 5:44 pm
Lovely and gorgeous pictures too!
By: Gillian on October 17, 2011
at 9:28 am
Gillian, but what do the kids think? I bet they prefer the ducklings post?
By: Memorizing Nature on October 17, 2011
at 5:44 pm
Excellent.
” It is the undoing that allows the ceaseless cycle of doing ” were you in the forest with a zen monk, or did you become one during those moments?
By: BigD on October 17, 2011
at 10:56 am
BigD, another person suggested I was on dope when I wrote this – I like your theory better!
By: Memorizing Nature on October 17, 2011
at 5:45 pm
The most colourful and beautiful of the seasons captured in the most beautiful writing! Lovely
By: Doug on October 17, 2011
at 1:34 pm
Doug, my husband, you are only supposed to comment when no one else is commenting so I don’t look bad lol!
By: Memorizing Nature on October 17, 2011
at 5:45 pm
Nice piece of writing Elaine! I’m not so sure I’d like to go out in a burst of colors if it was only after one season. Really, the annual resting period for plants equates much better to a human getting a good’s night rest. Perennial plants aren’t dying they are just recharging their batteries. Now that I think of it I would like to burst into colors each night as I go to bed. Kind of sexy, don’t you think?
By: Wild_Bill on October 17, 2011
at 2:03 pm
Bill, you always straighten out my scientific assumptions and I appreciate that (in fact, it’s getting to the point where I hesitate before writing certain sentences, wondering what your professorial feedback might be). Sexy? Not sure about that!
By: Memorizing Nature on October 17, 2011
at 5:50 pm
Given your wonderful writing please never take anything I say as criticism, rather opinion gently sent your way. I love what you have to say so don’t ever hesitate in your writing. It’s the images that bring me back. I learn so much from the way you look at everything!
By: Wild_Bill on October 27, 2011
at 4:45 pm
a friend of mine tells me she loves the smell of autumn ~
By: Trish on October 23, 2011
at 8:19 pm
Fantastic macro!! MaRvELOuS!!!!!
By: Linda Makiej on October 23, 2011
at 8:24 pm
What if we were like the leaves? Does the tree get sad when it loses its leaves? Beautiful captures.
By: Leora on October 23, 2011
at 8:43 pm
Very cool – love the colors!
By: Veronica on October 24, 2011
at 9:45 am
Great Macro Shots!
By: Natalie Pozniak on October 24, 2011
at 11:31 am
Beautiful shots of Mother Nature’s glory!
By: EG Wow, Canada on October 24, 2011
at 12:03 pm
Such beautiful words! I am open-mouthed in awe, great post!
By: Gillian on October 24, 2011
at 2:22 pm
I enjoyed your story…reminded me of the time when I was going outside as a kid jumping and rolling into a big heaping mound of beautiful colored leaves. Leaves inside my coat, hanging off my hat, stuck on my shoe laces…it was hilarious!
By: Diane Blouin on October 24, 2011
at 3:06 pm
Stunning colors of Autumn. Love that Red shot. Interesting writing, very enjoyable.
By: Ida on October 24, 2011
at 10:00 pm
Gorgeous details and autumn colors in these macros.
By: Kala on October 25, 2011
at 3:58 am
Hi
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By: Lubna on November 26, 2011
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